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Gabe, can you come over? Now, maybe?


FUCKFUCKFUCK.

Why do I keep having these dreams? Is this really Grant in my head or is it... Is it me?

God, when I went to his house, and he climbed out of the pool I'm pretty sure my heart fucking stopped working. And now he's telling me he loves me? Where the hell was that for six months? I almost forgot why I was so pissed at him until he so kindly reminded me.

I know this all just stupid lingering break up bullshit, but why did it have to happen now? God damn it, why now?